Today was a slow Friday. There was no work and there were no plans. Everything just was at a terrible stand still and all the plans fell through.

Today I was either going to bake cupcakes or go out to lunch with a co-worker.

Instead, I napped and cleaned the house. I’ve then spent most of the evening crocheting.

Wow, this is some riveting stuff. I promise to get better.


Getting Fit

Last summer, I set out with the goal of losing weight, toning up, and getting fit. I succeeded. Then the school year started back up and I was sent back into a life of eating rather unhealthy foods. Most of this would be my fault as I knew I was not eating healthy and yet I continued on my merry way.

With living in an off campus apartment this upcoming year, I will be cooking my own meals ensuring they won’t be too excessive or unhealthy. I’m picking up my goal from last year only this time I will stay fit and work harder.

Who are you to define my reality?

“You do know it’s not real, don’t you?”

This seems to be the question I’ve been running into lately. Especially when discussing the wizarding world.

My question back to all the haters is: “Who are you to define my reality?”

Why do you get to decide what is real in my world and not me? I don’t try to tell you that your dreams are unreachable. I don’t try to tell you that your favorite things don’t exist. I would appreciate if the same courtesy was extended towards me.

I might be a bit off in the head but, like Holly Golightly, I am a real phony. I honestly and truly believe in what I believe in regardless of its associations to the “real world”.

Please, just leave my world alone. I have it where I want it and don’t need you taking it over with your lack of imagination.

I have had this same layout forever. Its time to switch everything up.
You don’t hear from me for months, and the first thing I’m going on about is change and how much I need it.

Since my last update, I have become wildly obsessed with Harry Potter. I mean, more so than I have been in a while. I have also met 3 amazing boys but none of it will work out. Oh my life!

Last night, I tried smoking for the first time. Not cigarettes, but cigarillos. It was awesome but completely terrible at the same time. I have two more waiting for me in my room so I can have them to “relieve the stress of finals week”.

And I just learned how much people will disappoint you. People will be the biggest hypocrites and just let you down completely. Seeing how unfair the world is makes you step back and just wonder how we can all be a part of it but be pieces from so many different puzzles. We’ll never fit together exactly right and the world will never be a truly awesome place. I feel this might be why I’m a nerd fighter. I really want to decrease the world suck.


Sorry for the lack of updating but there really isn’t much to report on. My finals are finished and I got my grades so far back now that I don’t even remember what they were. For christmas I got a new computer and for New Years i played a drinking game with water.

Now for anyone who cares, I started a new blog on tumblr.
you can find it here.
i update daily if not more throughout the day.

I don’t have any Fall Out Boy pictures saved up so… David Tennant as Doctor Who.
dw_tennant001_590x445 This is actually my background right now.

today i am starting a tumblr blog but it will be much different than this or my vox. it will be more professional. more on that after it launches.

so finals…

I already updated you on my Psychology of Communication final. I still don’t know what grade I got on it and it doesn’t look like i’m going to know until Christmas eve all of my final grades. For some people it will be like “Merry Christmas! You Failed!”

Tuesday was my Public Speaking final which didn’t happen until 2pm. I hung out in the music building for about a half an hour before my final. Took the final in 40 minutes. 100 questions in 40 minutes. Yes, I know I’m awesome. We got our grades for that. a 79% on the final and a 90% for the semester. Thats an A. The lowest A you can get, but an A non-the-less.

Wednesday, yesterday, was my history final. A 50 question multiple choice test. It took all of 20 minutes and i know i got atleast 24ish correct. Not an awesome grade but whatevs. I studied and slept on my notebook. One of the only finals i’m studying for.

Today, Thursday, I had an 8am English Final. 50 questions all on grammer and punctuation. It took a half an hour because I had 150 sentences to read so that isn’t too bad.

Tomorrow, Friday, I have an 8am Mass Communications final. I need to do my study guide for that and that is all the studying i will be doing. I should work on that now but a boy in my class is sitting really close to me in the student center and i don’t want him to notice. I thought about asking him if he wants to study together but i’ve never talked to the kid and he’s watching the Colbert Report rather loudly. I’m not complaining because its funny.

So my Fall Out Boy file on my laptop went out the window when my computer crashed so I no longer have a large Fall Out Boy stock but i do have random celebrity pictures. So i give you the trio from Harry Potter.

i feel like i’m just updating everything today. my other xanga, my vox, soon I’ll update my icon xanga (either tonight or tomorrow), and I might even tweet and update my facebook status. Anyway, there is a reason to this other than bragging about how ontop of the internet i am, i swear.

today started finals week! i personally didn’t have a final today but i did have one on friday and i do have one everyday of the week now.

Friday was my Psychology of Communication final and now i am done. I think i will get a B in that class only because my two tests prior to this were C+’s and I got an A on my portfolio and i feel i did well on my final test.

Tomorrow, or Tuesday, i have my Public Speaking final. I’ll either get an A or B for the year. I’m pretty sure i have an A in the class now so it all depends on how this final goes. I plan on sleeping on my book as my form of studying because i am rather apathetic to what grade i get in that class. I could get a D and it would still count towards my credits.

Wednesday is my History final. I’ll have a B in there. My final isn’t cumulative and 75% of the notes i actually have to re-write them off of the random pieces of paper into my history notebook. I’ll sleep on that notebook but not my book.

Thursday is an 8am test and its for English. Its all grammar. I’ll get an A on that probably but a B for the year. It happens and I don’t care because that is still awesome.

Friday is the final day of the semester and i’ll have an 8am final for Mass Communications. It isn’t cumulative and i have a study guide to fill in for that. Once i fill in the study guide and sleep on that, my notes, and the book, i’ll get a B on the final most likely and a B for the year.

These are all just speculations. I’ll fill you in once i know everything for sure. Oh and as for book buyback, i am not participating. The only book i can sell back is only worth $3 and i decided it wasn’t worth it. I’m going to see if my friends need it and i’ll sell it to them for $5.

I just bought the new Lady Gaga cd, i need to start packing to go home, and i need to start crocheting some christmas presents.

Fall Out Boy obligatoryness: